Tuesday, March 28
Matthew K. Minerd
Philosophy Adjunct (Frederick Campus)

Heal My Crippled Soul


“Jesus said to him, "Rise, take up your pallet, and walk." - John 5:8


Human nature limps. Frailest among all intellectual beings, spiritual  at our root, yet needing the body for the full perfection of what we are,  it is not surprising that humans limp along. We limp for more profound reasons than this. We limp because we have had something supernatural torn from the very substance of our soul. Born into the state of original sin and forever in the darkness cast by the actual sins that we (and all, save Christ and Mary) have committed since the time of the Fall, we limp along in darkness like prodigal children incurvatus in se, curved in upon ourselves. Though our natures were certainly not undone by the Fall, we nonetheless are prodigal children and cripples; we still need to be healed. We are broken beggars.


We will never realize the profound riches of the waters of baptism if we do not realize our need for grace, at once gratia sanans and gratia elevans, grace that heals and grace that elevates.  Grace, the very indwelling of the Holy Trinity, is needed so that we may once again live the life for which we were created, the supernatural bliss of seeing God face-to-face, and  the self-sacrificing life of Divine Love in the midst of this world’s great tears and small joys. 


The Thomists of yore tell us that without grace, even our natural virtues are unstable and incapable of their full plenitude of activity. They can be true virtues, but, they limp along weakly.  To be what we are to be as humans, we must first live a Life that is Divine. One understands thus the true and full meaning of Isaiah’s vision: “And on the banks, on both sides of the river, there will grow all kinds of trees for food. Their leaves will not wither, nor their fruit fail, but they will bear fresh fruit  every month because the water for them flows from the sanctuary. Their fruit will be for food, and their leaves for healing.”


Like the cripple, I come before You, O Lord, and beseech You that, in Your generous mercy,
I may be granted the healing power of Your grace, not only that I may be healed of my sins but,
even more, that I may delight in Your intimate life,  both here and hereafter. Amen.


Ez 47:1-9, 12      Ps 46:2-3, 5-6, 8-9                           Jn 5:1-16