Deacon Matthew Capadano, S '14
John 19: 28-30
After this, Jesus, knowing that all was now finished, said (to fulfill the scripture), "I thirst." A bowl full of vinegar was present; so they put a sponge full of the vinegar on hyssop and held it to his mouth. When Jesus had received the vinegar, He said, "It is finished;" and He bowed His head and gave up His spirit.
Good Friday recounts the day when Jesus is falsely accused, scourged to the point of visible bones and muscle fibers, rejected by His people, spit upon, made to carry a cross which he didn't earn, crucified, and then in his most desperate moment, He was given vinegar to drink. And why? Love.
During these moments of pain, humiliation, and total abasement, Jesus had in His mind and heart our faces; your face. With each lashing, mockery, thorn, step, nail, and drop of blood He imagined you and said, "I do this because I love you."
It is due to this love we venerate the cross today. We reverently approach and kiss a device of torture and corporal punishment because it is through this apparatus that Jesus proves His total, perfect, and undeserved love for us... For you!
On this Good Friday, do not allow yourself to focus on your sins, Jesus has done this for you today. Instead, focus on the incredible love Jesus has for you. Pray with the image of Jesus, bloodied and broken upon the cross and picture how He looks at you. Receive the love you see in His eyes, receive His mercy. By focusing on Him and not yourself, by receiving His love and mercy, you are quenching His thirst, because He thirsts for you to receive His love.
Listen to Him. Jesus says, "I thirst." How are you going to quench His thirst?
Loving Jesus. I come before You with the desire to quench Your thirst upon the cross. All You want is for me to receive Your love and merciful forgiveness. May I satisfy Your thirst by freely receiving Your love, and by so doing, give You what Your heart desires. Help me not to give You the vinegar of self-reliance with attempts to earn Your grace, I only ask You to help me understand just how free and complete Your love and forgiveness are. Amen.
Is 52: 13-53:12, Ps 31: 2, 6, 12-13, 15-17, 25, Heb 4: 14-16; 5:7-9; Jn 18: 1-19:42