TUESDAY OF HOLY WEEK
Allison Boyd, C ‘14
"So he dipped the morsel and [took it and] handed it to Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot. After he took the morsel, Satan entered him. So Jesus said to him, “What you are going to do, do quickly."
John 13: 26-27
On this last Tuesday of Lent before we enter into the Easter Triduum and celebrate the life-changing day that gives us all eternal hope, we contemplate the one who chose despair. Judas betrayed Jesus, but many speculate that this was not his greatest sin. Instead it was he despaired, he lost hope. What a different story it would be if Judas had come to Jesus on the cross, asking for forgiveness. Would our Lord in His infinite mercy and kindness not have forgiven him? Would he not have had the opportunity to repent and become one of the greatest saints? What a witness he could have been. And yet he chose death over life.
How many times have we done the same? How many times have we chosen the mirage of wealth and worldly happiness over true and eternal life? We should take a lesson from Judas and not let that be the end of the story. Always, always return to Him, and especially around this time, return to Him on the cross, the one who, by choosing death, restored us to life. When we feel beaten by the world, by our own sins and mistakes, remember the life-giving miracle that now is only a few days away. Instead of turning our back on God in our moments of weakness, and looking for comfort in the world that will never be found, we must set our faces like flint toward our cross, toward our Divine model, and ultimately toward our eternal salvation. We have an advantage that Judas did not: we know that we can have hope in the resurrection. So let us crucify ourselves with Christ, leaving this world and it’s temptations behind, so that we can one day rise to new life with Him.
Lord, in Your passion and death you showed that the road to salvation and eternal happiness is not an easy one. I pray that I will have the courage to follow You to the cross, to resist the temptations of the world and to stand firm in my commitment to You, no matter how difficult that might be, so that one day I can rise again to new life with You. With the intercession of your most blessed and loyal Mother, in Your name, I pray. Amen.
Is 49: 1-6, Ps 71: 1-4a, 5-6, 15, 17; Jn 13: 21-33, 36-38