SATURDAY 5TH WEEK
John Bilenki, C ‘17
"Then the chief priests and the Pharisees called a meeting of the Sanhedrin. “What are we accomplishing?” they asked. “Here is this man performing many signs. If we let him go on like this, everyone will believe in him, and then the Romans will come and take away both our temple and our nation."
In our Gospel passage from John today, we find the chief priests and Pharisees distressed, uneasy, and fearful after hearing of the miracles performed by the son of the carpenter, Jesus of Nazareth. They fear if He attracts more disciples who wish to share in His ministry and proclaim His teachings, then they will lose everything to the Romans - their Temple, power, riches, etc. They are attached to their success. They could never let go of all their hard work. The chief priests and Pharisees permitting a man who works on the Sabbath and eats with sinners endangers them greatly. But, think about it. What if they had allowed Him to continue preaching or perhaps even had submitted themselves to Him? The rest of the story would be much different.
How often do we find ourselves in distress like the chief priests and the Pharisees? How often do we hear the voice of the Lord in our hearts, calling us by name to be His disciples and to accept His will for our lives, and yet, reject it because we are afraid to let go of our personal gain and what we think is in our best interest? How often do we become angry or frustrated with God when things don’t go the way we planned?
Personally, I very often find myself distressed and struggling to accept the Lord’s call. I have such an attachment to what I have, to the plan which I envision is best. Christ offers us true fulfillment and happiness, but I’m afraid of letting Him take control. Also, I fear the uncertainty that comes with putting full trust in God.
But, if we make the effort, if we pray each day, if we trust in His help and protection, Christ will not fail us; He will lead us to joy and fulfillment. As we continue the journey with Christ to Calvary this Lent, let us take up our cross with Him. The Lord will never abandon us. With Him, our burden is light.
Don’t worry! He’s got it all under control.
Lord Jesus, grant us the courage to be witnesses to our Faith. Grant us the strength to surrender ourselves totally to You. Take our worry. Grant us peace in the uncertainty the future holds. Increase and ground our faith and trust, for it is in You and You alone we find true joy and fulfillment. Amen.
Ez 37: 21-28, Jer 31: 1-13; Jn 11: 45-56